I wanna spend as much time as I can with baby. I guess next year will be a busy one for both of us. I'll be having my O's and baby's going to army, so we won't have much time together. So time spent will be cherished even more! =)

I don't think I will care much about home anyway. It's just a place for me to sleep at night. It's not like home almost every home, with parents present to nag and scold their children. Daddy's overseas for almost half my life, mummy's working late everyday for the family and going out with some guy whom I don't know. Who knows I will have a step-daddy?? I can't see the future.
I'm not bad mouthing my mother or anything and I will never do that. I'm still her daughter after all. I mean, she has her own life also and I have no right to interfere right? As long as she's happy, then I'm alright with it.
oh well, I've accepted my fate. as long as I'm happy with baby.